At home, our Lifestyle Center is full with very sick cancer patients. My heart goes out to each one. Because we've received so much publicity about our successes with cancer, nearly all of the people that come lately have cancer. They come expecting miracles for themselves. I don't blame them, but we cannot command miracles at will. I told my staff this morning that if I had to determine whether I would fail or succeed, I would succeed every time. Wouldn't you? The problem is, success is not in my hands to determine. All that is mine to determine is whether I will be faithful in doing the right thing or not.
We all are doing our best at the Lifestyle Center to cooperate with God in His approach to healing disease. If it was in my power to heal anyone, I would heal everyone. But then, would that be right for everyone? No. Only God knows what a person needs. Everyone does not need to by healed, tho' everyone would want it. Argh! One Lifestyle guest asked me to come and pray with him two nights ago. I did. He is middle aged with a young wife and three small children. He is in so much pain he can't stand himself. He will die if God doesn't save him. All I could do was agonize with God. When I left to walk between the lifestyle center and my house, I wept. Being helpless is so frustrating.
Janet and I leave for Uchee Pines tomorrow morning. It's their 40th anniversary, plus it's their grand opening of the new Lifestyle Center, plus we will have a board meeting and I am the Chairman. I am choosing to drive because the tickets to Atlanta are $500 each. I can drive there and back for less than $400 and that includes motels and food. Besides, I don't relax so much as when I drive long distance. I will go to the library and borrow audio books and I will just let someone tell me a long story. No worry, no stress.
Book Recommendations:
I read tons of good books. Right now, I am reading Dr. Ben Carson's "Take the Risk." I recommend it highly. He gives an excellent formula in that book on how to make decisions and to evaluate risk. If you have decisions to make that involve risk, read the book.
Just one thought from the book:
Some people (perhaps most) avoid risk at all cost. They base that decision on what advantages or disadvantages them. But friends, what I want or prefer is not the criteria for making decisions. Whether I work in the North Pole or the South Pacific is not decided by which I prefer, but by what will best glorify God and help others. Jesus didn't come to this world because He would be advantaged in any way. He came to seek and save sinners thereby glorifying His Father. He risked all eternity for our sakes. We should not be afraid to risk something to help others.
So says the Preacher to his tribe.
I didn't know that you had another interview at 3ABN! So I guess I will be able to watch it soon. I pray for your safe travels to Uchee. Have a blessed time there! Daniela
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